I've got a lot to learn!

[damik1985 (deleted)]

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I've gotta be me.

[sheevaa]

`Well, honestly, I think the limited access is just being cautious. I would do the same with anyone I don't really know online. However, it does sounds like she was uninterested and just hoped not to get caught when she deleted you. She got mad because you busted her:P

It could very well been one of those things that pushed her away. There are certain things a woman looks for in a partner. Everyone is going to be different, but a lot of women are going to be scared away by your laundry list of "stuff that's wrong with me."

First thing, is you need to work on your self-confidence a bit. You may not be able to to change some things in your life. Honesty is great, but nothing is going to scare most women away more than a needy, clingy guy who only talks about what is wrong with him.

I think you should talk about your interests and whatever else, first. What gives you hope, your dreams, and slowly let her know about the problems you have.

Lord knows I'm not going to go on a date and let the guy know I spent half an hour panicking about it, wondering if he was going to be mean, do I look like a beluga whale in my outfit, am I going to embarrass myself, etc. Sometimes when you wear the face you want to show, you start believing in it. It works for me, anyway.

Try to relax. I know it can be hard, but try not to jump in feet first and put all your hopes on one person.