Xohethrr, 37

:] when you want something, go
for it. never let circumstances
or others around you influence
your actions. time passes too
quickly for hesitation. ♥

[i apologize - this is going to be SO RANDOM.] i'm such a complicated person. i hide my emotions from everyone until i finally burst. i have a lot of bad qualities and bad habits, but that doesn't make me a bad person. i have the lowest self-esteem on this planet, seriously. i've screwed up a lot in my past, though i don't regret anything. sometimes i over- *nalyze things and think way too much. i'm a very passionate person. friends & family come first, period. i'd rather spend my money on other people, not myself. i wish i had blue eyes. i wish i was skinnier. BUT, i'm learning to become comfortable with the person that i am. i'm not here to please other people. your opinion doesn't matter to me. i wear my heart on my sleeve & care way too much, too often. i give the best advice, but always seem to screw up my life. i should cry more often than i do. my toes are always painted pink. i love love love marilyn monroe. there are things that have happened in my past that absolutely scare me to this day. i type really fast. i hate short hair on females, with an exception of a few people. i refuse to go outside alone in the dark. i hate my father & i will never forgive him for anything. i'd rather stay home with friends than go out & party. i always get a newspaper on wednesdays & sundays. i like to read (nerdy, i know). i never want to start crying, because then i'm afraid that i'll never be able to stop. i take pride in taking care of myself. nobody wants to look sloppy, right? i pay my own bills & i'm very independent. if i look at the sun, i sneeze. i love sweet tea. i'm trying to be healthier this year. basically, i'm a unique person & if you don't know me, you're seriously missing out. ♥