Starsundermybed, 37

My personality seems to continuously evolve...that, and I am bored a lot. I also don't feel as if I were going about it the right way. Well, not the right way for me. I tried to highlight the positives of my personality, instead of providing a much more accurate description. So here it is.

I'm *nalytical, sarcastic and shy. Not an awkward shy, but the cute shy; I smile a lot and look away quite a bit.

People find it endearing.

Once I become comfortable, or convince myself that shying away is ridiculous, I am fun, hilarious, and interesting.

People find it pleasant.

I can make a joke out of nearly everything (when appropriate, of course) and am becoming more and more "chill". What I mean by that is, before I was rather uptight and took offense to nearly everything. My self-confidence was so low that I just hated being around people in general. I decided to mellow out because most people are lame anyway.

It takes a lot for me to become angry and I am rarely offended. I like to joke around like one of the guys, and have seen it all. So my gag reflex is made of steel. If that makes sense.

With that being said, I don't have many girl friends. Not only do I generally dislike most girls, I also haven't found any in my area that think sitting to a game of l4d while sipping on bawls before the big raid is enjoyable. I'm not a huge gamer, but I do enjoy me some xbox. ^.^

I have very low self esteem. This is my biggest flaw. I honestly think I am rather grotesque, but I'm working on it.