Ssbbwfreshstart, 51

ssbbw Hi, I am new to this online dating thing, i am hoping to meet a nice caring hardworking funny guy to get to know become best friends maybe more, i have been single for few years now and i miss having that special someone in my life, i am not looking for a -------- relationship or a one night stand, i am at my heaviest ever and i am having a hard time accepting it and thats what kept me from falling in love for so long, but i am a wonderful person and i want to find someone who is looking for a person for who they are not for what they weigh. i do not judge people at all, i have kids but am not looking for a father for them in no way, i love the family life so i would like to meet a man who also enjoys family time, also quiet time, friend time, i am just a easy going person, sometimes i like to dress up, other times sport sweats and a t, i love to cook, love to swim, watch movies at home. i never thought id be starting over at age 36 but i am so i am doing it with the most positive attitude, i been through alot but do not dwell on the past, lets make a future...........also i want to stress that in my opinion two people cant fall in love online or meet and be inlove i really believe you both have to become best friends before anything. there is alot more to tell you but i will save that for our first couple emails.