I'm a mom, wife and employee...none of which define who I am. Lately I feel lost, disconnected even. I talk to people all day but never interact, converse but never connect. I used to love so many things and be a free spirit but now I'm just kind of numb and going through the motions.
Not sure what I'm looking for. I'm always in control...the reliable one...the rock. But lately when I've needed a hand I've discovered how very alone I am.
I'm exhausted from being in control all the time yet honestly don't know if I could even let go. All I know is that lately I'm drowning and I feel like it's now or never.
I'm very honest when I say I don't know what I seek. Friends first and see what happens? I'm open minded, funny, a bit sarcastic but also very kind hearted.
I guess it starts here...
Shybutcurious76, 48
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About Me
Gender
Female
Orientation
Bisexual
Height
5'06"
Weight
310 lbs
Hobbies & Interests
writing, video games, baking, cooking & recipes, killing zombies, movies, television, music, naturism, reading, shopping
Body Type
fat and proud
Movies
comedy, horror, mockumentaries
Orientation
bisexual
Eye Color
blue
Hair Color
red
Ethnicity
Caucasian
Relationship
married
Have Kids
yes
Education Level
college grad
Profession
Sales / Marketing
Income level
$25,000-$50,000
Do you smoke?
420
Do you drink?
liquor, beer, socially
I currently live
with kids, with an insignificant other
Socially, I am
the life of the party, shy at first, but warm up quickly, flirt, comic relief, class clown
Food Related
BRAINS!!!, Comfort
Personality
romantic, professional, lover, intellectual, flirt, coffeeholic, clown
Individuality
tattoos, ghost hunter
I'm looking for
conversation, the yin to my yang
My Sign
taurus : april 20-may 20
Gender
Female
Music
Metal, Alternative Rock, Funk, Hard Rock, Heavy Metal, Hip Hop, Motown, Pop, Progressive Rock, R and B, Rap, Reggae, Rock, Soul, Techno
Hair Style
long hair
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