Reekon, 47

looking for my other half Don't really know what to say here, Im, 30 father of 3 recently decided to stop trying to make a bad relationship work and move on. For the most part I think I am a cool person, some what of a dreamer but is that such a bad thing?

Dating has gotten really complicated. I think it is because there are to many people in the relationship. There are the two that are testing the waters seeing if anything can be. Then there are the people that the two use to date. Well I should say the bad memmories and emotional scars we bring along with us.

We constanly compare them to a ex and look for things we didn't like in a ex in the new person. Its ok to be on the look out for certain things but at the same time it can sink a new relationship before it has even had a chance to take off. I am guilty of this my self and will do better and I hope you will do the same.

A few new things in my life I have recently started training in Muay Thai and Jiu Jitsu I plan to compete in MMA competitions. I train at least 4 days a week and it is by far the hardest thing I have ever done in my life.