Polishdominik, 52

Become my savior and my best friend... I know I was given a special gift to see the beauty where other poele do not notice it - if You ae a SSBBW - You know what I am talking about... I see the beauty of You... But...
I hate the place and time I placed myself in. I feel my situation is hard to solve. I don't want to continue my life the way it was till now. I know I have made some wrong decisions in my life and I desperately need a change now. So - now You know how I see my life at present. Not a funny view - isn't it ?
Maybe You feel the same... or You are ready to give me a chance and to help someone like me...
I am looking to do some big steps in my life - to run away from all bad things that follow me and to run away from a present location of life that keeps my dark thoughts... just leave all the past behind me in one day...
If You are brave enough to do the same - I am looking for You as a companion. Or - if You can offer me a shelter in Your place far far away from where I am now- You will be my savior and I will be Your grateful friend forever. Why dont we talk about solving my (or our) problems... I strongly believe that there is someone who I may be born for - to do something good... There have to be some good things to do around the world.
I am all serious in what I write here - If You still read this - send me a message necessary.
I want to find someone who will support me in my big decisions in my life while I can give support to someone. I am ready to change all the way I lived before... If You feel like you have similar feelings about Your life or Ypu are simply totally lonely and hate this - we may go for it together. I want to find someone who is tired the way she lived before and has courage to say "NO" to all before - and change it. Someone who desires a change as much as I do... Someone ready for crazy decisions in life - such decisions that change everything from day to day. There must be someone like me in the world..
I like black skin - but it is only a preference not