Izzabella, 55

looking for my soulmate to love me as i am Hi, I am a mom of four grown kids..the youngest is 18 oldest 22 and one 4 month grandson. i have been married and divorced twice...oddly ten years each time. I just want someone who wants to spend the each day having fun and having someone to cuddle and talk to, my true loves have always also been my very best friends. I want someone who is done playing the games that so many play and is ready to settle down and be with just that one woman..i want my dream wedding and dream life i guess...as i've never had either. I am by far not perfect but i have a huge heart and so much love to give. I am a retired nurse and i really miss being able to work. Caring for others has been my life and i love it but at the same time..for once i want someone who wants to care for me. I've never been a pampered wife..or a wife who has gotten much attention..both my marriages were very hard and troubled first due to being jut too young second one cuz he had bipolar and a list of other problems. I feel you can see in someones eyes and tell what their soul is like..if the kindness is there, or if they are hiding and playing games..im getting to old to play the games that so many seem to want to play..I would totally welcome someone who has children as i love them. i have two mini dauschunds you will have to love cuz they are attached to me.. i've had them since i had their momma and they are sisters about 7 and 8 lately we had a bad scare with the oldest she lost her ability to move her back legs was in big time pain..had to spend three days in the vet get iv meds she has a slipped disc..she is in no pain and is getting stronger but i may have to get her a doggy wheelchair thing. I dont like big dogs..they have always kind of scared me i guess.So anyway since i got off track there a bit if you want to know me..just send me a message.take care