Irisheyessmilin, 45

I am a 32 year old guy from whitby and I have apparently been looking in all the wrong places because I can't seem to find anyone that will reply to me on any dating site. Do I have uggo sickness or something? This is going to sound bad but trust me, there is a perfectly reasonable explanation. I live at home with parents and I am unemployed, remember reasonable explanation. I take care of/Look after my mom and my grandmother. My mom has a wealth of mental issues that require someone to be with her and my grandma has cancer. I don't like living with my parents on their couch, but I like the thought of my mom alone for 9 hours of the day even less. Family is very very important to me. Other than that, I love to write and sing. I loooove walking and looking at everything. I am a pisces so I guess I am a bit of a dreamer. I think, and I am pretty sure my friends will attetst to this, I am just a nice guy who dosen't get lucky very often and when I do it seems to fade away. I am socially inept to the point where I am more afraid of talking to women than I am of jumping out of an airplane. Seriosuly, I am terrible at starting a conversation but once one is going I am fantastic. Just seems that no women ever want to talk to me first.