I'm here hoping to find my best friend, my other half, my one and only to grow, live, laugh, cuddle, support, and grow old with. I'm currently unable to work due to blown discs in my lumbar spine. Even a desk job would not work for me, due to the pain keeps me from being able to stay comfortable in any one position for too long. In all honesty, my inability to work is a source of insecurity for me. Since moving back to Michigan, it's as though I've had a cloud hanging over me. There are days when I just want to cry and eat my feelings away. I won't lie - I don't feel worthy of love most of the time. After many years of being bullied for my weight, I once was not confident in myself because of my looks. I got over that eventually, as all awesome BBWs do. Now I'm insecure because I can't provide for myself anymore. ANYWAY... other than that, I'm pretty awesome. I love to laugh and joke, sing, and make an --- of myself! I always have hugs for anyone (even strangers!) that need one. I believe in not saying anything if you can't say something nice (most of the time). All I really want and need out of life is someone to love me - all of me - for who I am, not what I am.
