Emeraldnight, 29

hi!

to summarise, i am a large, rather shy geek with weird ideas and interests, along with an overactive imagination. i tend to lean towards the creative pursuits such as film, storytelling, art and animation, although i also take interest in special topics of research such as geology, abstract concepts, accident investigation, cryptozoology, media analysis, politics, and environment.

something i discovered early on in my life is my preference for the larger body type, particularly in regards to any crushes i might form. i realised pretty quickly that such a perception was unusual compared to my peers, however it did at least have a precedent in the form of the Fat Admirer community. something that coincided and even predated this 'awakening' was my own personal desire for a much more rounded physique, likely bolstered by my less-then-thin frame. i cannot say whether these attributes, the FA and the Fat side, formed independently of each other or whether their growth was linked, although i can say such a development has lasted throughout my life.
all in all, i'd be curious to know what other's experiences were in regards to this perspective, and i'm glad to have found a place that welcomes discussion on the subject in a safe and balanced way. and if you managed to read to the end of all this waffle, thank you! ^^