Curvykaren48, 63

I'm a Curvy woman and would like a man that likes Curvy woman, I keep getting told what a lovely person I am and I know I have some great qualities, but don't seem to progress recently from there. I don't think I'm unattractive and I have a curvy figure. I would like to lose weight, but find it difficult.
I believe in loyalty and total honesty. Lies are one of the worst things anyone can do in my eyes.
I'm ok on my own, but I know I don't want to grow old alone. I have so much living to do and it would be wonderful to share them with a special person.
I have a 14 year old son who lives with me. Very independant and is growing up fast. I also have a 29 year old son who lives with his girlfriend.
I'm looking for 'the one'. not just anyone. My ideal man would be taller than me and be of a hunky stature. I don't like skinny men. I don't like bad quick tempers. A man should love his Mum, family and children, but not be a Mummy's boy.
I love to cuddle and run my fingers through a full head of hair, so basicallly, I don't really like bald or shaved heads.
Romance and being tactils is very important to me. If you don't like walking down the road holding hands, we'll not be good together.
I prefer a non smoker and I am not interested in someone who does drugs, even pot.
I want to be in love with a man I can put on a pedestal, but equally, I want him to do the same to me. I just want to be happy and in love. Is it so much to ask?