Chromafiel, 31

Just wanted to say thanks in advance for anyone reads this.

As the title says I'm a Bifauxnen female looking for a feminine male. Here are the details:

A Bifauxen is basically a masculine female. Since I was a kid I tried fitting into the whole girly girl scene, but it's just not me. As I grew older I thought I was lesbian but then I figured that I can't be since I'm se---lly attracted to men. I think the reason as to why I am a Bifauxen is because although my father is present in my life, he's not really that much of a father. We live in the same home but we haven't spoken to each other for years. I guess I'm trying to be the father or male influence I've never had. You could say I'm a little depressed but I know what I want and I never spread any negative energy. If I do find anyone on here you probably won't ever here of my sadness unless you really want to know. Hopefully I can find someone on here, but if I can't I hope you find what you're looking for.

I am, I've got, I wear:
5'6 , 5'7
130 , 140 pounds (I'm always fluctuating in between those two numbers)
36/38 D chest size
size 12/14
foot size 9 female , 10 female
Long black hair
Brown Eyes
Middle Eastern
Muslim
Very, very, VERY open minded
Terrified of hieghts
Funny
Not into the whole club scene
Don't drink
Don't do drugs

I get hit on here and there. I usually get looks from people (but then again, who doesn't lol); however, I don't know if that's because I'm weird looking or good looking. Personally, I would say I'm average.