Bettinaelder, 38

MOST PEOPLE KNOW ME BY BETTINA AND SOME KNOW ME BY TINA WHICH EVER YOU KNOW ME BY THEY ARE BOTH MY NAME.. I AM A SINGLE MOMMY OF A BEAUTY BRATTY LIL BOY THAT I LOVE AND WOULDNT TRADE FOR THE WORLD. I HAVE BEEN THROUGH ALOT, SEEN WAY TO MUCH, AND LIVED THROUGH SOME PRETTY WICKED THINGS BUT I AM STILL HERE EVEN WHEN SOMETIMES IT SEEMS AS THOUGH GIVING UP IS THE BEST SOLUTION IT REALLY ISNT... YOU PAY A HEAVIER PRICE WHEN YOU GIVE UP. I HAVE LEARNED ALOT IN THE LITTLE TIME I HAVE BEEN ON THIS EARTH, BUT ITS WHAT YOU MAKE IT. I CHOOSE THE RIGHT PATH BECAUSE I DIDNT WANT TO DESTROY MY LIFE! AND SO FAR LIFE HAS BEEN GOOD TO ME. IF IT WASNT FOR MY SON I PROLLY WOULDNT BE HERE BUT I AM HERE AND I THANK GOD FOR HIM EVERYDAY BECAUSE HE IS TRULEY A BLESSING IN MY LIFE. I HAVE BEEN THROUGH SOME PRETTY s---TY RELATIONSHIPS AND HAVE HAD SOME PRETTY s---TY FRIENDS BUT ALL OF THE s---TY MADE ME WHO I AM EVEN CERTAIN FAMILY MEMBERS THAT I TRUSTED WITH MY LIFE BETRAYED ME AND TO THIS DAY I DONT SPEAK WITH THEM ... I HAD TO GROW UP WAY TO FAST BECAUSE OF THE THINGS THAT HAPPENED TO ME AS A LITTLE GIRL AND THOSE THINGS HAVE LEFT A SCAR ON MY LIFE BUT I HAD TO PICK MYSELF UP AND MAKE THE BEST OF IT AND HERE I AM I AM STRONG I AM BEAUTIFUL I AM INTELLIGENT I AM SMART I AM FUNNY AS HELL... I AM LOVING AND I HAVE A HEART OF GOLD AND WOULD GIVE MY SHIRT OFF MY BACK. WHEN I SAY I AM YOUR FRIEND I MEAN EXACALLY WHAT I SAID I WILL STICK BY YOUR SIDE TILL THE BITTER END. I AM A FUN PERSON I LIKE TO BE WITH MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS I LOVE TO SLEEP LOL! RIGHT NOW I AM IN COLLEGE AND CANT WAIT FOR IT ALL TO BE DONE WITH. I JUST WANT MY CAREER STARTED ALREADY I WANT A HOUSE AND A NEW CAR SO THAT MY SON WILL HAVE HIS OWN YARD TO PLAY IN AND A HOUSE THAT HE CAN CALL HOME I WANT A GOOD MAN EVENTUALLY NO RUSH BUT SOMEONE THAT HE CAN LOOK UP TO AS A FATHER FIGURE AND BE ABLE TO TEACH HIM NEW THINGS AND SOMEONE THAT WILL TREAT ME RIGHT AND LOVE ME AND RESPECT ME THE WAY THAT I DESERVE. I WILL HAVE ALL OF TH